Saturday, February 03, 2007
1:15 AM
Went Out last night to tentric.. Didnt Really drink but i was abit high after just one glass of vodka red bull... and the reason behide that was they gave us a double shot.. anyway yesterday was abit different.. Anna and me we went tentric for ard 2hrs or so but during that 2 hrs her friends kept saying she changed alot, haha i was not shock but i know that will affect her some how.. Which i fully understand that cos after all our friends are the ones that know us pretty well hmmm.... then we head home.. during the journey it was abit funny as in a weird way.. Anna spoke out and say she wanted to spend some time with her friends but the way she put it wasn't that good.. i mean i felt rejected to a certain extend.. thoughts just start to flood my mind like are you getting affected becos of wat yr friends said.. or you dun feel that u are yr truth self when i am ard... and many many many...
haiz... i tried to keep my cool which i think i did well.. i was sad.. so ya we sat down and talk abt it and try to solve things in a better way..
I find that in life especially in relationship there are alot of things to cope with.. haha the good or the bad.. but its really an interesting .. like u really learn alot and it really test yr love and patient.. which i have really learn allow.. compromising each others floor.. some times if you're a log head like me... haha its really hard to overcome the bad tots.. but i have make it a point that i am willing to change just for Anna.. I mean i dun have too.. but i have made to myself clear that i will and i want...
Its just wonderful to see all the good things abt Anna not saying she is perfect but she shows it and she dun hide things or feelings.. cos hiding feelings inside you when u know you have a partner.. it means that u are having yr own relationship inside you.. cos if thats feeling or watever it is, is important to you.. you will try yr best to make sure yr partner knows it..
Smile
Maxim
