Wednesday, March 07, 2007
6:48 PM
I would like to post this blog just for Uncle Denis Meyer.. I knew him for ard 8 years already through cricket when i was in the Spore Under15 squad..
Uncle Denis had taught me alot of things about cricket. As i am a bowler he is always there to advise me and bring me up through the thick and thin.. I remember when i was
suppose to head for Canada for World Cup qualifier at that time i was suppose to be the youngest player to go and represent Spore but due to certain things that happened between me and my coach i was dropped and Uncle Denis was the first one that came over and gave me a hug.. a hug of a father with love.. How can u find someone like him who is always there standing for you.. fighting for you.. not many.. Uncle Denis death was a big blow for me.. I tot we can still meet each other in the cricket field and one fine day we will play against each other but that day has left..
On the many days of his wake many pple came young and old.. Students that was coach by him wept when they heard that he is gone.. the strait time feature a small section for him. but one thing i know at the wake of Uncle Denis was pple were smiling laughing and having fun.. Uncle Denis's Spirit was at thin air..
cos one
thing i know is he likes to see pple smile and laugh their ass off.. thats wat makes him special..
smile... i dreamt about him 2 day ago.. which was a funny one.. and i shared with the other National players.. the amazing thing was 4 out of 5 pple dreamt about Uncle Denis.. i had nv heard before so many pple dreaming about one person after its death. Its really an privllage to dream about Uncle Denis.. Now we all can see how important this man is to pple ard him.
The last day of the wake was something i will always remember in my life.. almost all the national player carried his coffin.. it was the best thing i had done in life.. carrying a person with strong will.. a father, friend, coach, buddy and adviser to many of my life and pple's life..
Uncle Denis if its not you i won't be one of the best in Spore and i won't be the only chinese whom have represented South East Asia All Star team in Cricket.. I love you and my respect for you will always be in my heart..
Love
Maxim
Thursday, March 01, 2007
6:37 PM
It been a really mad week this week.. so many things are changing and coming... am going to resign my current work place.. it was a mix feeling regarding this matter.. but if there is a greener pasture who will not go.. hehe.. i went to my friends company and apply for tele marketing heard from alot of ppl that its boring but well no harm trying.. haiz but who knows wat.. after i agreed to join tele marketing and suppose to head for my first training.. hahahah ESPN called!!! i was like FUCK!!!!
haha kind of excited cos ESPN is one if the biggest sport channel in the WORLD!! hahah.. seem like things are getting high recently.. well now i have to prepare my CV and let them see wat i worth for if i get it good.. but if i dun at least they called.. hehe..
Bye
Maxim
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
8:17 PM
Today is Valentine's Day.. everyone is asking how am i gg to Celebrate.. haha i said i'm not celebrating.. Hmm... Today is just another day.. some may agree but some may not.. but to me My Valentine is Everyday with Anna.. haha as i was saying Valentine, its the day where every guys will start buying flowers, rings, bear, have wonderful dinner, and the list keeps going..
I would like to post this blog for Anna.
After being with her for awhile hmm so far all has been really great be it good or bad.. we still stand together and go through it. althought some times she is a bad.. but i am one too... we still sit down and talk things out and not doing things that each other might not wan to do.. Anna is really beyond any words description.. after various relationship she is someone that put her self in and try to understand wat is happening.. How else can u find someone like her.. Maybe 1 in a million.. This is wat i call a relationship we fill in the gaps for one another.. we dun put each other in difficult position.. we help pick one another up when one is in a valley, we mend the wounds when one is hurt.. Thanks Baby..
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
I love you..
Maxim
Monday, February 12, 2007
9:16 PM
Feeling so tired mann fuck!!... haha no mood to work mann..
Got MC on Monday... hehe... wasn't feeling that well inside of me... throat is giving me hell..
And on Saturday i betted $100 ona EPL match.. damn me.. cos i lost $100 just on 1 match.. but
after that match i realise that i was selfish and wanted to get some pocket money... hehe...
A lesson that i learn is first nv bet so much $100 is mad... haha.. And i have decided not to put so much money.. i think i will stick to earning small amount hehe and profit will grow slowly.. hehe... bet small win more.. bet more win none.. hehe...
Fuck up
Maxim
Sunday, February 04, 2007
9:05 PM
The Pics that i love Most..
Guess i dun have to say who is this... haha... me love this pic... damn nice la..
This is my Manager... i just got to know that she is 30 yrs OLD!!! fucking Hell i always thinks she is 26 yrs old.. the wonder all the customers that see her just melt la.. haha
And this is my so call God Ma... haha... she is abit short thats why she is my so called God Ma heheh... she is also very hot.. haha cos all the guys just love her... haha dunno wat they see..
Fu Tao and Lynne... haha Ft trying to touch lynne cos he does that to all girls... now i know why he got so much history
This is Xiao Gag from China!!! haha.. and my name is xiao beng... ahhaa so both combine is beng gag hahaha
Cheryl being caught by our stuff eating our foody,,, just look at her mouth like hamster....
Dunno wats yvonne doing... ask her to smile and open her eyes, she smile and close her eye i think her eye & mouth coordination abit off... haha
and lasty this is my boss... think i wont be seeing him soon.. cos i'm leaving the company...
Saturday, February 03, 2007
1:15 AM
Went Out last night to tentric.. Didnt Really drink but i was abit high after just one glass of vodka red bull... and the reason behide that was they gave us a double shot.. anyway yesterday was abit different.. Anna and me we went tentric for ard 2hrs or so but during that 2 hrs her friends kept saying she changed alot, haha i was not shock but i know that will affect her some how.. Which i fully understand that cos after all our friends are the ones that know us pretty well hmmm.... then we head home.. during the journey it was abit funny as in a weird way.. Anna spoke out and say she wanted to spend some time with her friends but the way she put it wasn't that good.. i mean i felt rejected to a certain extend.. thoughts just start to flood my mind like are you getting affected becos of wat yr friends said.. or you dun feel that u are yr truth self when i am ard... and many many many...
haiz... i tried to keep my cool which i think i did well.. i was sad.. so ya we sat down and talk abt it and try to solve things in a better way..
I find that in life especially in relationship there are alot of things to cope with.. haha the good or the bad.. but its really an interesting .. like u really learn alot and it really test yr love and patient.. which i have really learn allow.. compromising each others floor.. some times if you're a log head like me... haha its really hard to overcome the bad tots.. but i have make it a point that i am willing to change just for Anna.. I mean i dun have too.. but i have made to myself clear that i will and i want...
Its just wonderful to see all the good things abt Anna not saying she is perfect but she shows it and she dun hide things or feelings.. cos hiding feelings inside you when u know you have a partner.. it means that u are having yr own relationship inside you.. cos if thats feeling or watever it is, is important to you.. you will try yr best to make sure yr partner knows it..
Smile
Maxim
Friday, February 02, 2007
12:06 AM
i havent been blogging mann... haha 2007 is here so quick i know i'm abit slow to blogging for the new year... just the beinging of new year i have so many things happening in my life.. haha wats new... cos its maxim's life...
first as for my kids they are still strong and healthy.. hehe... the other thing is i am gg to get a new place with my Liebe... .. and now i just went for an interview... so ya... tele marketing... heard from many it sucks but my new year wish is to overcome every single task... i would say my pay is not bad after confirmation and commission haha fucking hell its gold... heheh
i hope with the money i can save more and study.. feel so useless... cos me was offer so many job but bcos me ite no one wants me... =(
work hard mann!!!
Fight!!!
